My hands are trembling. I've lost all hope. Everything for me is gone. Those who I thought I loved have lost faith in me as a friend....and those who I hated the most have done nothing but point out the obvious. I am a failure. I cannot escape that now. Every day that has gone by has just been another nail in the coffin and I can't keep the lid open any longer. I know what I must do...not to survive...but to end all this pain. I know someone out there cares for me...but I can't bring myself to care enough about them to keep living. I love all of you, but please know that I simply cannot go on. I love you, but I cannot go on. |
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this is a vent piece. something I wrote up a few nights ago when everything was just bearing down on me. I'm not going to hurt myself in anyway, this is just a vent writing.
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Go plant something...Help the earth. I think it has worked for me. Hope you feel better soon.
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